How To "Lose" Everything And Gain Better: A Call for Courage

Here's what I say when people tell me, "I would speak up, but I have too much to lose."

Not infrequently, people tell me, “Thank you for talking about vaccine injuries and covid fraud. I can’t speak up because I would lose my friends, reputation, clients, social media accounts, and/or my primary income.”

My friends, I did lose all of that.

Because of my uncompromising pursuit of truth in the last years, I “lost:”

• my publishing house

• my “Big New York Literary Agent”

• my primary sources of income

• numerous colleagues

• some friends

• a lot of illusory expectations for my future 😂
  

At that point, I received clear Divine Instructions. It started like this:

I kept coming across the Bible story of the Rich Young Ruler, recounted in the book of Matthew. A wealthy and honorable man comes up to Jesus and asks, “What can I do that I may have eternal life?”

Jesus Instructs him to sell everything he has, give the money to the poor, and follow him.

There was a moment when I read this story, and it felt as if my stomach dropped out of me, and I said, aloud, “Shit.”

Because I knew what I was being instructed to do.

When I asked, “Why am I being Instructed to do this?” I heard Angels start singing the song, "Simple Gifts" 🎶

'Tis the gift to be simple, 'tis the gift to be free,
'Tis the gift to come down where I ought to be;
And when we find ourselves in the place just right,
'Twill be in the valley of love and delight.
When true simplicity is gained,
To bow and to bend we shan't be ashamed;
to turn, turn, will be my delight.
Till by turning, turning we come round right.

This was how I would enter the valley of love and delight. I didn’t understand it. But I have learned that I don’t need to understand, in order to Obey.

I moved forward, without knowing how to move forward.

I got rid of 90% of my belongings. I moved out of the big house I rented into a semi-off-grid tiny house. I took showers at the state park and did laundry at my friend’s house. I lived on a budget that was less than what I once spent just on rent.

I didn’t particularly want to do this, but that didn’t matter. What mattered was following my Instructions.

I thought about the words Dolores Hart shared in an interview, regarding her journey from Hollywood star to life in a convent. Breathtakingly beautiful and acutely talented, she was hailed as the “next Grace Kelly.”

When asked why she left her glamorous career, she said “God called me.” She explained, “The realization became clear and really, it’s a gift. I was so lucky [to be called].”

I thought, “I am being Instructed to give up everything I think I want. Perhaps, it is a privilege to be called to do this. Perhaps, I am so lucky.”

I remained lighthearted, and stayed the course. I hiked for hours in the woods, listening to the trees and to the Spirit.

I prayed, “I’ll do whatever You tell me to do, whether it costs my lifestyle or my life. But I’m counting on your Divine provision, because I can no longer count on worldly provision.”

Here’s the kicker: I didn’t just say this. I took a running leap and jumped off that cliff.

I was caught, and provided for. I discovered Divine Provision (and Protection) far exceeds what the world provides. And those are more stories for another time. For now, let me say that I have entered a state of reality far more generous and loving than what I previously experienced.

I have never been more amazed.

Anyone can get here, but you’ve got to lose everything that isn’t truth in your life.

You’ve got to realize that is not loss, but alignment.

It may help you, as it did me, to repeat the words of writer (and rebel/trailblazer/sensualist) Anais Nin:

“Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one’s courage.”

The process may terrify you. It may bring you to rock bottom. It will bring you so far beyond your own resources that you will have no other option than to rely on Divine provision.

When people tell me that they “had to” get the poisonous vaccine, stay silent, or otherwise fall in line with tyranny, I tell them, with immense love, “That is absolute bullshit, my darling.”

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